Heechul Cyworld Post To Hankyung ^^_^^

Heechul miss Hanchul....
A few months has passed, I don’t even know what I’m thinking right now..
Have you ever feel the feeling of missing your friend..?? Or let me make it dramatic.. Have you ever feel the feeling of missing your BEST FRIEND..?? your SOULMATE..?? The one you love..??
I do..
And it’s just exactly what I feel right now..
We passed a few years together,, living in the same Dorm, singing and dancing in the same stage..
I’m a realistic.. I’d never been cry for a person,, well.. rarely..
Its not that I want to let the world know about my life story, and let the world say..
Aaahh.. poor Kim Heechul..
No, I’m not that kind of person,, I don’t need the world to know
Have you ever watch Strong heart,, a show with my hyung Teuk and my Dongsaeng  Shindong and Hyuk..??
It was actually a relief, dropped down  my tears with my Hyung, sharing what I felt..
I’m Kim Heechul
I used to have iron in my leg.. and people LOVED the tragedy..
I was really sorry to the members, to my manager, to you E.L.F.. But why do people bashed me..?? Why do people asked me to leave Super Junior…??
But being a member of Super Junior is…. An honored
ELFs kept on saying that Kim Heechul  shouldn’t be at Super Junior, They kept on saying that I, Kim Heechul is trying to destroy  Super Junior’s reputation..
Let me get this straight.. I’m not trying to let my group down..
Once I thought Sorry-Sorry is my last album with Super Junior.. Don’t you know how I feel..?? Bashed by people who love my members.. Bashed by people who love Super Junior.. Bashed by people who love Super Junior but hates me.. My year was as Hot as Hell.. Haters are everywhere.. I decided already, Sorry-Sorry is my last album, with Super Junior, I rarely join practice..
I really to be an Actor, once again.. who am I anyway? I was hate by everyone.. Super Junior doesn’t needs me..
BUT THE FACTS are I stay,, I stay with Super Junior, I travel Asia with Super Junior for the sake of Super Junior 2nd Asia Tour, I travel all country that was included in the list..
I performed pretty well, I amused my Petals and our ELFs,, but guess who…
Guess who out of Super Junior member who’s not coming during the tour..
Do not mention our Kim Kibum, he’s busy with his career (and I exactly know how he  feels about being both, an actor and a singer)
Do not mention our Kim Yongwoon either, he’s… you know his problem, you know why he didn’t show up in the end of 2009 until now, and he will come back soon, we shall wait..
But do mention about another person left
Guess who…??
A person came from overseas out from Korea
A person who always made me a Beijing Fried Rice for breakfast
A person who have not-so-good voice but his dancing skill is amzing
A person who debuted with a mask on his face so people can’t recognize him
A person who loves dog, while I love cats
A person who loves to exercise while I don’t
A person who’s always being lovely to the fan
A person….
A person that I loved..
This might sounds cheesy, but this is my feeling.. Once again I ask you. Have you ever feel the feeling of missing your best friend..??
His name is Hankyung.. Hangeng you call him.. he’s one of  the lead dancer in Super Junior, he used to live in the same Dorm as mine, he come from Chine, he ‘s my closest friend I’ve ever had, I’he heard this a lot : “ELFs MISS HANCHUL”
To be honest, from the deepest part of my heart.. “YES… I MISS HANCUL..”
No more Hanchul from now on, no more kissing and hugging  scene with him, no more craziness come out from me and him, no more Hankyung, no more Heechul..
All we have now is Kim Heechul
And we absolutely  have our dear Hangeng, who’s going to solo..
We’re about to go on, Super Show 3 is about to start.. Hangeng is not coming, Hangeng is going to start with his new career by himself..
But I promise him, I promise Petals and ELF : that during Super Show 3, I will be watching  Hangeng from Asia, I will be the loudest person who shout for him

Dear Hangeng My Best Friend :

If you’re reading this…
I don’t know where you are, what are you doing, what are you eating, I don’t know if you’re still making the delicious fried rice,
But hey, BEST FRIEND IS FOREVER.. I MISS YOU.. THE WORLD MISSES YOU…
I promise I’ll see you somehow, somewhere, I promise we’ll have fun together again, like we used to..

And dear ELF who’s reading my Cyworld Post just now:

I don’t need the world to know, the only reason why I posted this is because I don’t know to whom and how should I express my feeling,  if you ask me to come to Hangeng and talk to him, I can’t… I don’t know where he is, I don’t know a single thing.. so please be with me…
He’s going solo, Support Super Junior and him, we’re separated by walls but our hearts are one.. Super Junior and Hangeng are always ONE…